I need a unorthodox rabbi that knows the original Torah well.?

one from toronto and well educated man that knows about business and how to run a sheul. i am a jew with interest in studing the tora in length. as a servant of god he shall humble himself and give of his flesh of the living. we are athough the chosen ones. are we not? or is it a chosen few that can have honour. or maybe it just the faith in god. and anyone interested has the right to take the label of their purpose. the sacrifice of self for the family of god. yet are we not all conected in some way. oh ya, the one life. based on the word humans sproke and there fore wrote. to the understanding to whom ever wishes to live. the jews created the word of god created for the the world of its existance. every one is to interperate it in thier own distict way. that why creation in complexity created indididuals of different conscienceness by there own experience in god. that why god is the only to judge. not even on the word god can people know the reason for the just. yet in its portion.